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 I feel like I say the same things over and over; do the same things over and over and still, I expect a different result. I tend to hold things in until something relatively minor happens and I lose my cool. And by lose my cool I mean cry. I hate that. It is so WEAK. When I'm really happy, really sad, angry; anything that involves a lot of emotion equals water works and I HATE it. It is hard to make a legitimate argument, be taken seriously if you're blubbering. How do you fix that? There are lots of ways to work on weakness, but how do you stop the waterworks?

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  1. yay_for_redheadsFebruary 12, 2012

    Oh, boy. I am the same way and it is frustrating. If I am overly happy or overly sad, I cry. If I laugh too hard, I cry. If someone else cries or does something super happy or super sad, I cry. I guess this just makes us awesome. *wink*

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