For the first time in a long time I rocked my baby before bedtime tonight. Usually I read him a book, tell him I love him and put him in bed and he goes to sleep on his own. He has done this since he was about 2 months old so I haven't rocked him a whole lot (at least not at bed time, he never liked it). Tonight, I read a book and laid him down and he cried and cried. I let him for a few minutes but then went in and picked him up. I got to rock him and sing to him for twenty minutes while he just laid his head on my chest and looked up at me, his little hand playing with the zipper on my sweatshirt. He hardly ever cries at bed time anymore, at least not enough that I need to go in and sooth him. I think my little boy knew that I needed that tonight. How wonderful it was, just to love and be loved. My sweet Andrew baby new his momma needed a hug. After about twenty minutes I laid him back down, he rolled to his side and cuddled his blanket like normal. I have a beautiful baby boy who reminds me how blessed I am everyday. You are my greatest gift; I love you Andrew Miles, to the moon and back.
I find I am forgetting to document what Andrew is up too, and that I am forgetting when he starting doing something new. So here I go documenting away; mom brain is a very real ailment! At your 15-month well baby you weighed 26.3 lbs and were 31.5 inches long. Your eyes are still blue, but getting more green/grey everyday. You have been waking up at about 5:30 despite me stretching bed time back an hour. I dont go get you till 630-7 though. We get up with the sun baby boy! So you might as well sleep! ;) Then we have a cuddle with some milk watching Mickey Mouse Club House. Your favorite part is the hot dog song. You are starting to get picky about what you eat. You used to eat whatever I gave you, now there are things you wont eat at all. Silly babe :) Your favorite foods are cheese, milk, goldfish, turkey dogs, chicken nuggets, mandarin oranges, grapes, animal crackers, jammy sammys, and fruit snacks. You refuse to eat pasta, sauce or no sauce you won...
Darling post! I fully know babies are more in tune with our emotions than a lot of people realize. I think it is a gift from Heavenly Father. He can't be here all the time but our babies sure can! I am sending you an "e" hug!
ReplyDeleteSo precious :) NOTHING compares to the love you get from your kids. I love it!
ReplyDeleteThank you ladies! It was a rough day, and by bed time I was sooo ready for him to go down, but he knew I needed a little lovin first :)
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